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Well I went up to campus today to check out where my classes are and to pick up my books. I just about fell flat on my ass when the cashier rang up my books. $400!!!!!!! I'm only taking 3 classes! When I was in Oklahoma, I took at least 5 classes every semester and I've never paid that much. I guess these people have to make $$ somehow since tuition is so freakin' cheap. My whole tuition bill for this semester is $126. Before, that was what I paid to take one credit hour. Oddly enough, I'm actually kind of excited about classes starting next week. This whole work thing is getting a bit boring 'cause it's the same thing everyday. Time to add in a little variety before I go completely nuts.
9:52 PM

Ugh! My mom will not get off my case about going to this stupid seminar that's supposed to help you become a positive thinker and all that crap. She went through it and swears it'll change my life completely. I realize that my life and attitude really sucks sometimes, but can spending 12 hours a day, for 4 days in a room with 275 other people really be life altering? Not to mention that it's over $300! I really really really don't want to go, and since I'm 20 years old I should be able to make these decisions for myself, but she's now saying that she won't continue to pay for my college education if I don't attend this dumb thing. That really leaves me no choice now 'cause even though I have a great job, I'm not financially stable enough to pay my way though college. Grrrr! I guess I have to suck it up and just go to it. It's not until Novemeber so I have some time to think it over. Who knows, maybe it'll actually help me to not be such a cynical, sarcastic bitch. :)~
8:36 PM

My brother got engaged today!! I'm so excited for him. I love his girlfriend and I know they're gonna be so happy together. Still, I feel incredibly selfish 'cause there's that nagging voice in the back of my head screaming at me that there's something wrong with me because here's yet another person in my life who's settling down with someone they love. That's 7 people now who are in my age range and have gotten married and/or had children within the last year. And then here I am still single with no future husband or children in sight. Ironically, I sit here complaining about not having anyone, yet just last night I cancelled a date I had made the previous day. I'm so tired of having so many guys approach me and wanting to go out with me, but all of them are "just too young to make a commitment to any one girl". AHHHH!!!!!! That's all I ever hear. I don't want to get married tomorrow people! But a steady boyfriend sure would be nice. Oh well, it's probably for the best at this point. With as much moving around that I'm doing lately and the fact that I have no idea what I want to be doing 3 months from now, I'm probably way too free-spirited to be tied down. Anyway, I shouldn't be caught up in myself like this. I really am so happy for my brother. And now I get to have a sister!!! How great is that?? A girl who I can talk to and hang out with. Especially since she's only a little bit older than I am. It'll be great!
3:47 PM

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